Yisus, time fucking flies.
For some reason it just hit me that we're more than halfway through the year. It's lterally flying by. It was just yesterday that I was Christmas shopping and now July. Fuck.
It's definetly scary, noticing how fast everything progresses around you. Even if you are in a busy situation (studying, working, relationship, etc.) the rest of the world always seems to be one step ahead, like they've got it a tiny bit more figured out that you do. And boy, that's nervewracking.
I feel like there is nothing worse than feeling like you're stuck or that people are in a more 'together' situation than you are. It's easy to get lost in the mist of life and it's absorbing rutine; once you're in, it's tricky to get yourself out ("that's what she said").
It freaks me out how everything just doesn't stop, you literally cannot catch a break. Every time I think about all of this I think about doing crazy things, you know? Like, I shouldn't be wasting any more time. Like I should speak out more, travel, learn, risk, experience. Like I shouldn't be sitting around watching time go by but actually fly along with it.
I think regret comes into play while talking about all of this; a lot of people regret not doing or actually saying things because things do not turn out how they would havr liked. I mean, you made a decision based on a particular situation and emotional state, there is no need, space or energy for regret. It was the right thing to do or not do at a certain time which is why everyone should start taking it a little bit more easy.
Yeah it happened and it sucked or it was the best time of your life yet; whatever it may be just fucking go for it. If you're young you have space and hopefully time to learn and try as many times possible. Just do it, jump the gun. What's the worst thst could happen?
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